January 7th we fly out to live in Spain for Lord willing two years. The preparation for the trip is past packing, its mental especially emotional. I moved to Maryland from New York May 18, 2012, got engaged June 26, 2012, got married October 12, 2012, been married now for a little over a year, and now it’s time to move in January. Not to another state but to Europe, Madrid Spain to be exact.
Although I am physically tired of change, and moving, this is the life God has for me. This blog is called no place to lay for a reason, its my life online. I think I am having a hard time coming to terms with the way my lifestyle is. I think its great, and I am thankful but I like the familiar. Adapting to change is hard for me and being an introvert doesn’t help. Moving forces me to get to know people, and just adjust in general. I am a person that likes to hide and moving all the time doesn’t afford me the opportunity to do that.
I know God knows what’s best for me, and clearly having no place to lay is what I need in order to stay close to him. plus, it’s really what I want to do. Just want to make it clear I’m not doing this against my will. Lol. I actually love to travel, but with a home base. This time I’m like a rolling stone. Lol.
During these times of change I have used this scripture to be less dependent on my flesh, and more dependent on God. When I depend on my flesh, I do feel cursed, even enslaved because my body can’t endure a lot of things and changes.
Here goes nothing, nothing as in, not myself but God..